給我的寶貝

This is my wish for you:

Smileys to come when sadness intrudes,

Rainbows to follow the clouds,

Sunset to warm your heart,

Laughter to kiss your lips,

Hugs when spirits sag,

Faith so that you can believe,

Confidence for your doubts,

Courage to know yourself

And my love to complete your life.

And I think

damage that I had caused was done. Can do nothing but just to await what lies ahead of me.

Very often I think of myself as being the rash one and taking it out on any possible avenue but this time, I certainly had not done the wisest of things. Reflection had been taking place these past few days, as I reminisce of the good times.

I can say that things had not been going pretty well of late, and that I’ve been trying to smile more in hope of washing away the undesirable experiences and feelings. I am trying very hard to embrace my current situation now and words that I hear prick me real hard every time. Things that I do are just so undesirable to people.

I apologise to all whom I have hurt in the process lately. I am trying to get out of this so just give me some time yups.

最後還是要說這句話 – 請你不要不理睬我好嗎。我已經很難受了而今晚又不盡落淚了。我真的很懷念那個暑假。我們再回到那個時光好嗎？真的很想你。

期待

我期待 有一天美好的我們會回來

回到我們最初的愛 回到那夏天的精彩

 

我期待 縂有一天你會明白

明白我對你的摯愛 明白我們原本在一起的原因

 

我願意 當你的靠岸 讓你能開心停泊的地方

我情願 與你共享著 喜怒哀樂的現在和未來

 

Waiting for you，for now and always

反反復復 不停歇息的呵護

Now let the good times roll back

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