On a tired Saturday night

It’s only 2 weeks away from the end of internship and I am feeling kind of burnt out at the moment already. Perhaps I really need that longbreak as what my friends had always said. Just to take sometime off to chill and take things a bit more easily.

All I need is a bit more encouragement in the things that I have no been doing well in. Where thou’ can this encouragement come from?

Feels bad

Now usually I don’t do this but hell yeah when I write it means that I’m really feeling bad:-

Perhaps I shouldn’t have been so outright direct and be insensitive to how you feel.

- I should have remembered about the wine and reminded you.

- I should have paid more attention to the little details on the things about you.

Hands are trembling and numb after a long day at training and totally worn out but I can’t help but feel what I could have done better. The series of events that took place this week leading up to the festive season has set my spirits low, with all the disregard for the upcoming new year. This is no good, but it just seems that I haven’t done a good job as a bf and this is really depressing.

I am so so sorry for what I have inadequately performed in and I really hope that you can give me the chance to care for you and make up for the wrong that I did. I want to be there to give you encouragement and be the one for you..

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I feel that I’m more in c0ntrol of the click now. Now I need to work on sustaining the peak form for a prolonged period to give me the necessary scores that I need to do well for the upcoming competitions.

Have reached a stage where I am able to obtain the full turn, observe the clicker coming in, re aim, then go for the bow arm shoulder push for the shot to land where I want it to hit. Not withstanding any error in sight adjustments and pressure point deviations, the shot shot travel in a beautiful trajectory into the gold.

The result? While trying out for my FITA 900 today I managed to place my shots mainly with the red and gold at 60m which is an improving result week by week. The need for good form is back again, and it has come at the right time.

Post SPC engagement

This is the first entry ever since the welcome 2009 note. Figured out that work as a auditor is really super busy and there’s hardly anytime to write at all. So while thanking my lucky stars that I do not have to go back for work this weekend, I think its better to write while plugging into retro 無印良品 songs .

Talking to Yi Ling have made me realise that university days have made me grow up, especially with the out of the classroom learning experience at the archery ground. It is there where I found my beloved, made good friends and obtained a sidekick in wiwi.

And worklife has made me value the weekends even more, knowing that I have to spend it more wisely now. Now I’m really thankful that I have taken up this internship – for it having to teach me more things.

Jump into 2009

Woke up on the morning of 2009 to be greeted by wordpress.

Perhaps it is good to have some new year resolutions:

1. Ace my GPA – last semester was good, but the coming year can be better. 

2. Bank Internship!

3. Improved shooting – the last few months were good, but the next few month’s gotta be even better with the upcoming competitions.

4. More job opportunities to earn money.

5. Quality time with bunny.

Don’t wanna ask for too much and I promise to be a good boy for the aforementioned list of wishes to happen =)