In imthinking on March 27, 2008 by vivi
is utterly totally whacky.
She can actually wake me up in the morning and talk about relationships stuff (which is way past her prime) and I can sit there staring at her with my weary eyes. She can go all around blabbering about beinga love guru and this sorta stuff.
BEST OF ALL – she taked about marriage to me this morning. Stuff like planning for the family, mutual respect with your wife and how you can take it from the girlfriend stage and giving in to her blah blah. Went all the way to talk about 馬英九 and 陳水扁’s marriage and how I can learn and not learn from them. Talked about things like you can take te lead outside but go home still listen to your wife~~
HELLO MOM your dear son is still schooling and has 2 MORE years before he goes into the society k! At keast she can be pretty sure of one thing now – THAT I AM NOT A GAY.
But still, thanks mom…for that piece of advice. Looks like you can tell that what ya son is thinking. This confirms that I’m not picked up from the dustbin.
In imthinking on March 22, 2008 by vivi
In imthinking on March 22, 2008 by vivi
In imthinking on March 16, 2008 by vivi
Thanks ah karen yew hahas
I can’t imagine that i actually turned to her for advice but still it was a loong and great chat over msn even when she’s over in australia! Really buddy to the max hahas. Thank you for always being there for me when I need help even when you are far far awayyyy. Okayy if you are ever reading this next time i’ll be your love guru and give you back love advice okayy hahas. Quickly finish your masters and come back to singapore laaaa. We need to have our looong high tea/dinner chat and supper with the clique!
Guess you were right afterall. Gotta know what I want before I can move on to be fair to everybody and not hurt anyone in the process and seriously speaking, now is really not the time for all these stuff coz I’m simply too bogged down by all the work surrounding me. Making the right decision is very difficult in life, but sometimes you’ve just got to take a gamble and it might just pay off. Just move on, like what I did after the 8 years in search of something new.
Should I just reciprocate? I tried just now but the plan seems to be put on hold. Worse still, things got quite naggy.
Long week ahead. What will lie ahead of me? I just wanna go sleep and not think so much.
In imthinking on March 15, 2008 by vivi
OKAYY SORRY
I was in a half asleep mode last night
Dozed off on my table and didnt realise the phone sms sounded
Only briefly woke up to reply ya msn before I fell asleep again
SORRY
(don’t burn bridge la hor)
In the roaring on March 13, 2008 by vivi
It’s 11pm and I’m still at the office on a thursday night HAHAS
I’m really like so gonna cry given that my boss still wants me to think of a virtually impossible science experiment that can entertain the kids and convince the parents at the same time that we have a marvellous science programme. I’ve still got MPW readings to do and worst of all, I still have to prepare for my individual presentation tomorrow.
The weekend is all about training and working out that CAT project. Looks like tomorrow night is the ONLY free night left this week where I can happily go about doing my own stuff. Before long it will be week 11 again.
Now I know why adeline calls me her SMU idol lols
My goodness…i dont see any sleep coming at all tonight. Figure out that I will probably only reach home earliest at 1am. Probably the summer internship at cypress singapore might help lighten my workload a little bit. Take some time off work, and finally fully focus on a proper job at one time hahas
Random: Why do I keep thinking of our convo that looong night? Hmph
In the roaring on March 10, 2008 by vivi
Not exactly that dead yet though but I totally worn out and battered.
Still quite ill after the horrible last week and haven’t really got the time to recover at all. Totally beaten in the top seed pot at yesterday’s competition and I’m seriously reconsidering my next step in archery. Looks like its a long road ahead.
Nana you were right about me being looking so sad after the competition. I never wanted to show my disappointment in front of you but I guess tonight is really the night where I am just letting it all out as a failed sportsman.
Yes I can be strong while talking to you last night but it didn’t help when i went back to my bed, totally emotionally battered and losing the will to fight again. You are just always that positive about things but the conversation was seriously heading nowhere last night. This is really a testing time for me as a captain and I have to face the team again and OSL, while maintaining all that little dignity that is left in me.
I’m just going to curl up in my bed and finish those readings. As far as I’m concerned the day’s over for me.
In imthinking on March 4, 2008 by vivi
不知爲何會要寫這麽一堆。自己也是搞不清楚。
心情不好的時候。。只想自己一個人過。向你問好你好像很不在乎。看來你和我一樣也要稍微自閉一下，冷靜思考，睡個覺才會好過一些。自己也是心情不好，但不要讓周遭的人也和我一樣心情不好。你說過我的臉有夠臭，所以最好心情不好時稍微控制一些。
我很在乎很多事情。。不論是你還是和你有關的事情對我來說都是我會牢牢記在心裡的。
最近心情起伏不定，也不知是不因爲你所賜。歡笑聲中帶著哽咽，我是看得出的。或許你不會指望我踏入你的世界。。。那是我可理解的。漫長的等待是一種煎熬，可是誰也不知未來的趨向。人的命運不是因天星所控制，而命運是在我們的掌心中。
我很在乎事情的結果。。。。但是這些可以擱到遲一些吧。只要是你有不開心的一天，我還是會在這裡的。我會傻傻的和你一起歡笑，也會和你一起哭。
怎麽說，那是朋友應該做的事吧。
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我很想跟你說。。。。
In imthinking on March 3, 2008 by vivi
現在是淩晨兩點鈡。今天大概也沒做到什麽吧~~除了吃葯大睡一場，教補習和做研究。。其餘的時間大概是亂亂晃過去了。還真的是有夠爛的呃。生病還真的不好玩嘞~~想必明天應該是沒去上班了吧？要不然的話又要被人家碎碎念了。還真的蠻囉嗦的嘞。呵呵~
現在打字是就會想起在台灣徹夜不睡在誠品書店寫詞和看書的日子。是還蠻懷戀那些日子(和凱蒂一起頂嘴）因爲是無憂超爽的感覺！在寒冷的冬夜裡坐在咖啡廳慢慢欣賞咖啡和背景中的bossa nova，又有好玩的人，太棒了！感到厭倦時就去翻閲書籍，要不然的話就是趴在桌上，伴隨著我的鋼琴睡覺 （雖然凱蒂會一直來煩我）。
現在說起誠品書店。。就會想到昨晚和你聊到去誠品書店的經驗。攷，沒想到你也是愛逛書店者。同樣的，我們都是怪胎孤僻類型喜歡自己去看書因爲就是很討厭人家來煩你的。跟奇怪的是聊天還會兩個人會同時聯想到同一個言情小説的細節（我是個男的所以說到言情小説你大概會覺得很奇怪吧）。已經很久沒碰到和自己（匿藏隱私）有相似処的人了~
現在聯想到昨晚的談話。。想必你不會是我講到category 1) 的那种人吧~以你的外貌和個性。。那是很難想象到的事吧。或許跟你還不大熟，所以才會想到這一點吧。
現在剛下綫。。。今晚沒看到你。想必你大概是很忙吧。希望有更多的機會和你聊吧。
