Pu-zz-leはきっとらくえんのアトラス

越是病的人，越是會亂想

就如仿佛被隔離得一樣。。下了課迅速回家

沒和任何人打交道

還好有你一路上的陪伴。。要不然我大概會瘋了

心裡有很多的話要說出來

但卻不知如何去向。。也不知向誰傾訴

大概想到這裡是最恰當的地方吧

這個部落會成爲 Pu-zz-leはきっとらくえんのアトラス

也是另有其因的

敍述著我現在煩亂的狀態

越是想接受人家的好意

越是害怕自己一廂情願。。太快于達成結論

可以從你這幾天沒在msn上聊天。。和自從那晚后無去蹤影

看得出造成我煩惱的理由之一

最終還不是讓自己痛苦一場

為自己造成無必要的傷害

你的言行舉止

和出現的時候

大礙來的不太恰當

能認識你我感到很高興

可是現在一切都很唐突

我也不想造成尷尬局面

所以就如往常一樣吧  =)

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最近心情好像不大好

又不懂你幹嗎了。。還真是奇怪呃

你說過我有煩惱時可以投靠你

相同的。。你有煩惱

我也會這麽做的 =)

我一定會遵守我們的契約

不會因開學而把你給遺忘的

就不知道你在那裏吊胃口

不說出來

還真是奇怪了呃

超爛的

生病了。。喉嚨發炎

精疲力盡

肯定是這幾天一直到處往外跑

尤其昨天的行程表簡直是嚇死人

要跑兩回的面試，回學校比賽，晚上看電影

難怪回到傢別人msn都不回應

躺在桌上睡去了

現在還要準備拜五的考試

何時還在有空電話聊天，出去玩和找好吃的

真希望這一刻會快快離去。。

也要快快好起來 *咳*

眼

所謂的盲點，就是你以爲看得很清楚但卻是你看不到的。

我犯了錯，才知道原來人都是自以爲聰明的。以爲是了解的透徹，可是到頭來，在乍看之下，清晰而出其不意的那一箭，穿透了心。

縂爲了天真，讓世界彌漫著飄蕩的紫藍色。什麽都美好，什麽都讓你飄然起舞的感覺，然那視而不見的巨石卻將你絆倒。莊似平坦的路勢越開越崎嶇，妳可以責怪誰呢？

哪個傻了心傻了眼，竟會將堅不可摧的擴山，當作是指向著美好的跳板，讓自己踏到聖潔寧靜的天堂區？失去理智和判斷，只不過會碰到冰山寒酷。

淌著鮮紅的微弱跳動是什麽？難以承受的那看不見的，是你以爲看得很清楚但卻是你看不到，隱藏在那微溫軀體下的，就是赤子般天真無邪的靈魂。

受了傷的孩子，仍舊會伴隨著月光，一寸寸的茁壯成長。無論那傷口要多少的時間痊愈，孩子總能熬過，

總能熬過而成長變大人的。

Sour Puss

What a name for a cafe. Chanced upon it today at the esplanade and it was a pretty new cafe (to me at least since i havent really been going out for a long long time). The deco looks purplish, sleek, modern and it still gives you the cosmopolitan feel.

Music was good (for the brazilian samba with a tinge of bossa nova in it) and the food was pretty great too. The Devil De Souza had a taste of eurasian style while the harajuku burger is the teriyaki sauced beef burger. I think what amazed me most is probably the calamari, where it has this Indian cracker taste to it. Simply marvellous.

Great sofa seat to chill out to and happily chatted away for the next 2 hours, only to be informed that there was some sort of speed dating kinda thing going on HAHAS. Uniform fetish..even better lol

Will fill in with more details about this new cafe that i found out after i get their email.

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Stoning at mac’s was NOT COOL and i was happily sending away the emails while nana was reading her book. I’m still quite amazed by the pace which she can finish reading her books and almost borrow a new book every other day.

I have not had so much fun for a long time in a while. While I was almost halfway outta ideas on where to hang out, I actually went back to the arcade (just like in sec sch days) and was happily poking away on the screens of matching pictures (i was really good at the soccer and ladies pictures), throwing bballs into the hoop, shooting away at targets (which I was pretty lousy at since i havent played it for a long time).

After arcade still not enough! Ended up at the mac shop happily gaming away at the xbox 360 and YES i finally tried my hands on ace combat 6 today and WOW i was seriously impressed by the graphics hahas

Went on to the padang shortly and eagerly awaited for the results and oh yeah singapore got the host country for the 2010 youth olympics! If I’ve got nothing to do then I’ll probably go help out as a volunteer then hahas

And yes, I was part of that historical moment..on one of those benches at connaught drive lol

無條件為你

愛你等於擁有   一片天空   任何風吹草動

都有你存在心中   自然而然的輕鬆

 

一路到   夏天的尾聲   無所謂 到過於激動

我們有笑容   我們有心動   不再是   無動於衷

 

無條件為你   不顧明天的安分   相信你的眼神   為你而堅強

不敢問   不敢想   有一天世界會畸形的可能

 

無條件為你   放下自己的背包行程   為你堅強   就不怕犧牲

我的靈魂   如此的沸騰   為你燃燒著

 

喜歡複雜   還是習慣單純   我願盡力完成

你在我心中的幾分   難以用言語形容的懊惱

 

愛一個人   付出才會完整   無條件越愛越深

永遠不分離

Home @ 5pm

It’s one of those rare days where I get to be home even before the sunsets. AIS midterm just ended and meeting subsequently followed. Was really glad that the meeting was efficient and I can get to go home to rest before tuition starts later at 7.30pm.

These are the things to do by tonight:

1) Finish up coporate finance and CAT assignment

2) Send team budget to OSL

3) Reply to nana’s mail (check)

4) Read up Karen Leary case for MPW meeting tmr

5) Practice Tax Workshop questions

6) Print corporate finance week 7 notes

7) Send weijie sms reminder for tax ho liao and office 2007 cd

I have kind of figured out that it will be better if I list out the things that I have to do else I totally get stressed out at totally not knowing what to do. I just wanna get as much stuff done quick coz I wanna chill out tonight (since I am relatively free this week already and next week will be hellish).

Better rest more since the next 2 days will be simply hell as I will be out of the house at 9am and probably wont be home till 11pm (to earn $$$). Sigh. Huge amount of capital outlay to come in the next few coming weeks.

Chilling out to my crunk collection for now and hopefully it gives me some tempo to complete some work before my 7.30pm tuition:)

Why you don’t believe me~~

I really want to puke blood already.

When I put my literary works in chinese on msn people think i’m emo.

When my msn nick puts vivi people think i’m hankering after this girl called vivi/vivian.

When I tell people that vivi is my nickname they think that I’m trying to lie my way out of it and wish to avoid the topic of relationship.

When I don’t reply then people think I’m angry and stomped off.

When I reply to say its ok then people don’t reply me back.

This is when I get irritated and pissed when you just cut me off like that.

Why you don’t believe me~~

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Probably my favourite singer of all time – Brian Mcknight. Grew up loving his songs such as the 6, 8 ,12, back at one, one last cry but everytime you go away is simply my all time fav which i will keep hitting the repeat button just to get the chorus part! He’s just overtaken my (used to be fav) R Kelly.

He is really a talented singer. You can call his songs poppy or what BUT I DONT REALLY QUITE CARE coz its really really good for healing the broken heart hahas (that’s what I got mistaken for though, for having a broken heart by a new friend that I got to know today rahs)

I’m supposed to be studying my AIS but i’m happily catching up on the old music videos on youtube in the wee hours of the morning and there’s still training tomorrow morning! I’m like how screwed but its the sense of nostalgia that you just cannot resist (:

那麽一步

縂覺得這一生  

往往都是差那麽一步  

尤其在感情上  

就是多了那一點的猶豫

 

那個猶豫

是因爲不要讓對方感到無奈的壓力

無意中卻變成了

感情路上的絆腳石

 

或許自己是沒有戀愛的天份    從不為了想戀愛而戀愛  

只是想追求我要的罷了   但我要的是否不屬於我的

After Work!

Alright I’m not too dead yet..although I do know that quite a few of ya have been asking where I’ve been to since I aint been updating my blog. Sorry to those out there who hope to see 人文本子 but its probably not going to come out for this period since I am going slightly crazy and I might just write nonsense.

Super sunday showdown between vivi and winston for fita 900 – vivi the winner at 60m! That was really bad shooting and winston could still lose to vivi. Vivi really needs to wake up his idea or else he will probably get trashed at the competition next month. 

Its the first time that I managed to knock off from work so early today and today is the last day that Hong will be working with me! Quite sad actually, especially when you have a colleague whom you can take super long lunch breaks with while hanging out at Parkway Parade like what we always did after school back during TK. It’s even better when your good friend just happily talk cock with you while you are working and you can talk about everything from food to football then to your neighbour and GIRLS hahahs. Must find one day jio him out to sing ktv before he go back to australia ah! (Sorry I dont usually speak like that but that’s how I converse with ah HonG)

It’s a pretty good day at work today, considering that the ideas came flowing in and the boss wasn’t really around for most of the time. Getting shortlisted for the PWC interview is just like the icing on the cake (well not exactly but just take what comes in my way)

Yes..the hell period is starting again and there will be 3 mid terms spaced out in between the matter of 5 days (from this thursday to next monday). But I SERIOUSLY want to hang out this thursday because it is my only free day for these 2 weeks and I really really want to move away from the archery range on this thursday night.

Then again, I think I’m falling sick (signs of coughs, dry throat and sniffing). Multi tasking is not very cool.

It’s da new year!

Same old routine for day one of the new year. Wake up late, off to grandma’s place and back home. Except that this year our indonesian family ( i dunno how we are realated but who cares when i’m getting angpows) dropped by for dinner. Me, being the lazy bum household will have to complain and grumble for all the extra work that is to be performed.

 There was always the annual heart to heart casual conversations with my da ge! Apparently he has found his gf in his last semester of study at NTU and he’s happily living off. And yes, there are the usual questions of when I AM GOING TO GET ATTACHED by every relative that drops by my place/when i visit them. Rahs.

Not that I’m too bothered by them asking but when da ge asks of course, it is a different feeling altogether.

The first day of the chinese new year ended off with a mahjong session with my family and i think i seem to be better at taiwan mahjong than local mahjong simply coz I am able to win much more! In any case, I dont seem to win money from mahjong any time during the year other than chinese new year so I’m just going to play play play wahahhas

Best still, winston and siliang are coming over tonight to play mahjong also muahhahas

Today’s an especially lazy day and I am unable to set my heart to chew off my text books. The urge to mug seems to be suppressed by the festive mood and all I can think of now is of the many ways to nua and not touch my books! Perhaps I will just go read my OBHR cases as a form of light reading to get myself started lol 

But then again, as I look at my schedule for the month ahead it is a major killer and I better start to think twice at the amount of time i get to rest Really really busy year ahead mans